Dear diary,
I feel so pissed tonight... Totally no mood to continue my self-studies...
I knew I gotta contribute to e family and I'm doing it since Sec 4... When I was a full time student and a part time working adult, I really feel that my contribution is being appreciated... But now, so sad to say, it become unappreciative and it's like an obligated thing...
I may be very 晶晶计较 in the past for whatever things, be it household jobs, money or time... But ever since I step out to be a full time working adult, I've put down these things... But no matter what I do, their perception is still the same & stay in the old times... All I could get was simply scolding... Do I get scolded, dun do I also get scolded... Wth is all this!!
Sometimes, I even feel like this is an scolding place, liability place rather than a comfy home... Sometimes, I couldn't even concentrate when i'm studying, things just prompt, come and go and etc... I can understand that I got a greater responsibility after dad has left, but now it's like all responsibility than greater responsibility...
Some ppl just dun listen no matter how many thousands times u say them... Some ppl just dun know how to control their own expenses within their limits...
Some ppl just says empty promises again and again...
I'm starting to feel really sick and tired...
What's more can I do...? =((